song: object permanence by arm’s length

346/365 // *I think I’ll hold on until my fingers slip away*

346/365 // *I’ll stare at the sky until I catch it blink*

hazy clouds
pink moon
someone points at the sky
it’ll be time soon

exhaust swirling
cold biting
i reach out but can’t close the loop
battling, fighting

don’t leave me in the dark
reach back for me
”be stronger, get it together”
at war with the constant plea

they forget them
i save every word
the wind cuts my eyes
all i see is blurred

i am a ghost
climb out of the dark
one foot under, one foot above
can’t escape it without a mark

i am ok, i am alright
i am fine
these scars, these words, this battle
it is mine

without it, i am incomplete
without it, i am not me
it is mine
and so all mine it will be

hazy clouds
pink moon
someone points at the sky
it’ll be time soon